Anxiety

Is it for the trip?

Is it for the proposal?

Is it for the time?

Is it for tomorrow?

Is it for what I want?

For what I wish?

For what I can't get?

Is it for what I want from her?

What I expect from her?

What I want for her? 

Wish for her?

Is it for what I want to give her?

Is it for what I thought?

For what wasn't?

Or is it just good old dark me?