Is it for the proposal?
Is it for the time?
Is it for tomorrow?
Is it for what I want?
For what I wish?
For what I can't get?
Is it for what I want from her?
What I expect from her?
What I want for her?
Wish for her?
Is it for what I want to give her?
Is it for what I thought?
For what wasn't?
Or is it just good old dark me?