Why
does it hurt so bad
why do I feel so sad
why do I feel so sad
is it
for the loss
is it
for the soundless song
I
have no joy
I
have only lies
the
lies I've told
the ones
I've got
the
sense of being played for a fool
the
sense of not having you
I am
not without grief
a
sorrow grown from the darkness
and
the shell I allowed to cover my soul and heart
I
can't feel a thing
she
just doesn't make me beat