Confusion,
loneliness, void, a lack of care
these
are some of the symptoms of a soul
whose
caretaker just can't figure out
if
what he does is ever right
a
feeling of retreat, a strangeness to relate,
is
it to blame falling too hard or is it to blame
loving
and caring too much,
wanting
what can't be had
this
soul, this person can only talk in riddles,
can
only talk to himself
and
even then with words that hide
his
true self, I am, but I hate being
this
is a first in a long time,
this
is me talking because
I've
got no ears to listen
few
words have gone missing,
others
just silenced my voice,
I
move on, I have to keep moving forward,
I
smile, I worry, I live, but I just survive
the
silence of a speechless being,
who
can't exist without her,
the
one that already exists in my life,
is
yet to be known
or
will never come
From the mind of Cogliostro
