Ella lo hizo
Cuestión de tiempo, lo sabía
Se atrevió y no le importo
Tuve que gritar
Tuve que estar ahí en ese lugar oscuro de mi ser
Tuve que dejar de ser yo mismo
Tuve que estar fuera de mí
Me mintió, lo sabia
Me quiso engañar y apaciguar
Pero vi a través
Lo iba a hacer y no la deje
Mi furia era infinita
Aún lo es, porque se que no es el fin
Pero calmándose esta ahora
No fui yo,
Fue mi sangre, idiota y reactiva
Que se activa a la maldad y enojo

No importo nada, solo eso
Era yo o nada
Era la historia o el minuto
Aún no se que es
Pero tengo algo de confianza en el mañana
Nada importo solo eso
Era mi palabra o nada
Era mi existencia o nada
Ahora las lágrimas brotaron
Y los corazones sangraron
El dolor se intensifico
Y el arrepentimiento nos rodeaba
Todo parece ser mejor
Pero el hecho sigue ahí
Espero ser mejor mañana

From the mind of Cogliostro

I am new a bold one
Straight from the box
And I wonder if any changes are happening now
If I will be different
Not for them but myself
I tried this and that
I left all back home
Wherever that place is
And dared to more
Was one more, one of them?
Will see
I want the change I want it

From the mind of Cogliostro

The images are lost,
A poor soul has gotten the best out of me,
Not the first time but certainly one of the best
First the idiot, liar and seizer
The traveler without remorse
And then the beauty, with a heart and
With parts of me that now belong to her
But recently the time,
The moment
A glimpse of happiness lost on a second
The unknown of the moment
The greatness of that time
All is lost.

From the mind of Cogliostro

Now, today I say “fuck”
Now, today I say “slut”
Now, today I say “Why fucking shit”
Why fucking shit it happened to me
From the mind of Cogliostro

I wanted to do so much
The fear and the time
The insecurity and my lack held me back

From the mind of Cogliostro

An upcoming headache
A pain in the heart
It sucks and yet feels good
To have them caring about one
Even for curiosity

From the mind of Cogliostro

Thinking on what I shall become
Unlimited options yet
Undecided emotions
Make the man I shall be tomorrow

From the mind of Cogliostro

Its funny how one small getaway prank
Turned to reality
And how my life turns out to be just that
A prank, a joke played by the gods

From the mind of Cogliostro

Pequeño pájaro negro sin salida
Comida de mortales con almas de colores
Ataca la silla, ojos también

From the mind of Cogliostro

My Heart is tainted
And can’t write anymore
Can’t write about her
About the dream
The wish
The desire
Still think it’s her
And if so, then that’s all it was
A dream
I’d like to think that the dream is not over
And I can think her again
For that my heart and mind need peace
Need to rest and close completely

From the mind of Cogliostro

Curiosity Monstrosity
In my city
Or wherever I am
That is my sin, my greed
My disgrace
If I wasn’t so picky
If I wasn’t so tricky
My judge is blind
And so are my eyes
And I thrive on accomplishing
And gathering what you hide
What you won’t tell or do
My addiction, my curse, my pleasure
And my life
I should be wiser now
Yet the control is gone
And can’t stop

Where are the breaks??!!

From the mind of Cogliostro

Split in half I am
Fuck you all
Fuck the lies and the tries
Fuck her and fuck you too
It’s just not worth it
This addiction only drives me to insanity
Pain and suffering
The vile of my being boils and seeks revenge
Seeks to hurt
Seeks an escape
The feelings are twisted
Twisted with barbed wire
The hate is just a joke
So must be the love
A thousand words were said
And yet I always knew…

She was untrue, uncertain, unprepared
Still a long way to grow up here too
But to know I was there makes me wonder
If I will ever be again...
The forgiveness of time will open an exit
And heal that which has been hurt
The tears will dry
The curses will be forgotten leaving only memories
I am blinded, and I am in love
I love with the idea of being in love
Still in love with her
So much to give, so much given
So much that feels wasted and gone
Yet I hold no regrets, I shouldn’t
And I won’t
Only time has the answers
Only my heart and soul
Only my love
Hello you there, yes welcome to what I’ve said

From the mind of Cogliostro

Claro de luna de día
Osos peleando por las hembras de hoy
¿Quieres estar ahí solo hoy?


From the mind of Cogliostro

Ella se puso feliz aquí
La tranquilidad del mar de la tormenta
Sol de la mañana

From the mind of Cogliostro

La afinidad del vocabulario soez
La mujer que me quiso una vez
Es fácil verte jugar así

From the mind of Cogliostro

Mis sueños son eternos
Son pequeños
Son gigantes
Son fantasías infantiles
Son fantasías sociopatas
Y sicópatas
Son las maravillas que mi mente crea
Son mi pesar y bendición
Lo que anhelo más
Y detesto aun mucho más
Que mi ser sea otro
Y que se atreva a más
Que el miedo no me agobie
Y que pueda ser tú
Sin la maldad y bondad
De un idiota sin sentido
Ese quiero ser yo

From the mind of Cogliostro

In the beats and strings
In the sound of it
The hearts eases or screams
My mind gets lose
And my passions are gone
All my feelings come
And I feel alive
For a moment or two
Thank god for it all
Now after a while
I get that my heart is gone
Thorn
And done
Yet I still wait here

From the mind of Cogliostro

A few days from the start over
Wish I could win her over
That her fears are gone forever
And fix her life once more
But this time even more so
No going back
No changing back
Just the light and happiness
The peace and quiet
Her smile and joy
Her scent herself
Just by my side
Until my heart stops

From the mind of Cogliostro

Yes, yes I am today
The sky is red with spattered blood
It’s wise to think


From the mind of Cogliostro

Yeah, well today is another day
Today I fell
Today I am lost
Today I am not me or yet I am
The sense of emptiness is there
The void feeling overwhelms me
The loneliness overcomes me
I am clueless and don’t know
Don’t know what I want or what to feel
I don’t understand her
Don’t understand this
Don’t understand me
Again I want some clarity
Some escape, some light
The glare of my illusions blinds me
And I only see what you want me to see
What I want to see
Wish I knew more
I knew better
Wish I knew her

From the mind of Cogliostro