a world figuring out who I am

Split in half I am
Fuck you all
Fuck the lies and the tries
Fuck her and fuck you too
It’s just not worth it
This addiction only drives me to insanity
Pain and suffering
The vile of my being boils and seeks revenge
Seeks to hurt
Seeks an escape
The feelings are twisted
Twisted with barbed wire
The hate is just a joke
So must be the love
A thousand words were said
And yet I always knew…

She was untrue, uncertain, unprepared
Still a long way to grow up here too
But to know I was there makes me wonder
If I will ever be again...
The forgiveness of time will open an exit
And heal that which has been hurt
The tears will dry
The curses will be forgotten leaving only memories
I am blinded, and I am in love
I love with the idea of being in love
Still in love with her
So much to give, so much given
So much that feels wasted and gone
Yet I hold no regrets, I shouldn’t
And I won’t
Only time has the answers
Only my heart and soul
Only my love
Hello you there, yes welcome to what I’ve said

From the mind of Cogliostro