Chaos some

Today is a very good day to be me

I am in love, I am happy and I can make people suffer

All of it does not come without a cost,

My health and my darkness are in peril and increasing

I am ticking, I am without remorse just for a moment I am

The violent desires embrace me just to let go in a blink of an eye,

They come and take everything and give nothing,

These desires of going over the edge just once

Just for the sake of me

For the sake of a smile, an evil, dirty, smile

Showing my true self

I am afraid of me, of her

I cannot say her name If I do, I´ll jinx it,

She is a dream,

I love her like that

My anger issues cannot be dealt with

For I am explosive and sudden

Some peace and quiet some order in chaos,

It is all I ask

Constructed chaos, organized chaos is a beautiful thing

And chaos for the sake of it, even more so.

Is it that I may be talking about her or about her or about her?

Just organized chaos I want for me.

 


From the mind of Cogliostro