thinking about a birthday

Today we approach a moment

a moment in life where doubts

anxiety and worries appear

it is not that...

Well, I really don't know what I think

but I do know, that as the date comes near

These thoughts become a part of me

a scrambled mind, a twister of ideas,

wishes, a never ending tornado of ignorance

What I want, what I need,
What I deserve, What I everything

The advantages of being able to disappear

of not being entirely there,

and being able to put everything aside,
It all has turned me into this mess

now life goes on, let's only hope for the best

From the mind of Cogliostro