a world figuring out who I am

And there she is

smiling left and right

there she is perfect, uninterrupted,

knowing this is her place

She is the goddess of life

the light of my life

she is in the air I breathe

asphyxiating my being to death

She is the queen of golden eyes

that will not look at me again

she is the sweetness and passion

I will not taste again

Such lady of life and independence

of adventures and romance

the woman full of spirit and drive

She is not mine, she moved, rocked, and tortured

she loved, she enjoyed,

she is only a distant voice, maybe a lonely image

or an apparition, but nothing more

Tears undecided, heart shrunk, darkness surrounds

love long gone and extinguished

Janus can't be my name for I have many faces

but happiness and love are not them now,

loneliness seems more appropriate

definitely,

I am who and what...

I deserve

 


From the mind of Cogliostro