Another one that passes by

One more time this is me at my best
one more time I am a mess
I must change
I must calm myself
Need to calm down and think

One more time I've done more
I've gone over the limit
must shut myself and
destroy my ideas
just sit on my spot and
see from the distance

this is the day
when I have to make changes
spot making apologies
and be serious and front
I shall break the rules
I shall break the bonds
and it is so hard
the moment is here
I must not flee
I will beat myself

the challenge is in being clever
and being better
but staying with a clear head and choose
choose correctly what I must say
choose the best moment for me
I will face my challenges and my enemies
and will stop my demons
from ruling my desires

From the mind of Cogliostro