25.12.09

1:39 AM

1:39 am I wish to talk to you and just listen to your voice and laugh with you

dreaming....
the dream
the idea...
the tear that won't come down
the words that were never spoken
the love that will never be given
the heart that is broken

I see you there standing in the distance, but I am the one apart
apart from your world apart from who I love the most

the eternal sadness
the corrupted mind,
the missed laughter
the darkness in life
the wrong that I've done
the crap that was said
the forgiveness

I see us, we never competed things, we are so afraid, we are who we are, we don't trust people we are one of a kind and yet so different, we want each other but not now, and when we do, it won't be the same....

the sadness, the tear, the silence, your absence, I miss you, I need you...... all of you and what you represent....

I want to take care of you.... gracious singer of the glittering smile and desirable passion for life you my friend, my girl, my first

not listening to you complaining, not listening to you laughing, oh what a sweet voice when you talk, the annoyance of your manners so adorable as a child, the dreams of an innocent mind which is unclear about the world, the concern about others, and yourself.

this life, this world are too much for you, and you are such a huge impact in everyone's life, you change them you mold them....

yes it's you who owns my heart and my dreams haunt me with your image, I want you I desire you, I want to yell at you and be mean , just to see you cry and hold you in my arms and never let you go I want to treat you as only you deserve as a queen as my most precious mate

you are my soul, you still have it, you still have my heart as well...

keep them till you find someone better or I die

lets end this now, or let it haunt me forever

the tears were finally shed

From the mind of Cogliostro

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